Monday, August 28, 2006
a post for mo.
edit (if oddly, anyone ever decides to read this entry again)//
sorry mo, but i've decided to delete this entry for the sake of feelings. from the things you've said to me, i can't help but feel bad for writing the list.
i guess i did it out of anger... and the fact that nothing much came out of the situation. at least... that's how i felt. i feel so impulsive right now. so stupid.
and also, to the person whom i was talking about in the list, if you know who you are... i'm sorry for saying so many things that may or may not have hurt your feelings. i know i can be blunt at times, especially when i'm angry or just upset.
then again, i don't even know if you read it. i certainly hope not.
sometimes, i wonder if you know. i wish there was some courage in me to give you that letter i wrote but i'm just a coward.
and if you do know, i wish you'd tell me so i don't just sit here and whine like a dumb idiot, unsure of every decision i should make.
i dont know. whatever.
sorry mo, but i've decided to delete this entry for the sake of feelings. from the things you've said to me, i can't help but feel bad for writing the list.
i guess i did it out of anger... and the fact that nothing much came out of the situation. at least... that's how i felt. i feel so impulsive right now. so stupid.
and also, to the person whom i was talking about in the list, if you know who you are... i'm sorry for saying so many things that may or may not have hurt your feelings. i know i can be blunt at times, especially when i'm angry or just upset.
then again, i don't even know if you read it. i certainly hope not.
sometimes, i wonder if you know. i wish there was some courage in me to give you that letter i wrote but i'm just a coward.
and if you do know, i wish you'd tell me so i don't just sit here and whine like a dumb idiot, unsure of every decision i should make.
i dont know. whatever.
the butterflies played at 1:38 p.m.
-:-people in the crowd set 3 of them free
-:-people in the crowd set 3 of them free