Wednesday, October 04, 2006

i'm walking in the rain

i liked today. such blissful gloomy weather~ 8D

no, i'm not negative. i just like gloomy weather cuz it helps me think.

hmm, nothing much has happened these past days. i feel like writing something deep but i don't have the mindset for it.

i had an arguement the other day with jai's bf, boris. it was a simple thing but i guess i didn't control my temper that well. i feel kinna bad now but then again, he was the one who wronged me. oh, the misunderstandings of life.

which reminds me, i don't think anyone has seen me very angry before. ahaha, i think you'd die from my look (which is very rare ^^. i mean the extreme anger look). i already look angry all the time (do i seriously?! T__T)... if it was for real, i would have a lot of lives on my hands. muahahah. ph34r my l00k of d34th >8D

or a majority of times, when i get really angery, i go all silent. i dont talk to anyone so i don't blow up. it's kinna bad in the sense that you're harbouring everything inside and you either blow up or go into depression. thankfully, i've been able to refrain from both.. so far. actually no i lied, i blow up at my mom all the time. eheheh... ^^;;

why is my msn so evil? why?! it refuses to work at the times when i need it most T__T

i don't understand limits anymore. actually, i don't know if i do. hmm. no, i don't. -__-;
whaha, i shall ... not bring my math this friday cuz it's thanksgiving dinner...?
we'll have time! someone must help me! i must get a good mark in calc!

die math die! e_e

the butterflies played at 11:43 p.m.
-:-people in the crowd set 1 of them free

i'm the butterfly catcher

  • seese/si si
  • Christian
  • 4bg/hbg/c
  • odd, loyal, random, blunt

my butterfly catching days


the blissful sounds of the world


    • -:- Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

    Do you know
    Do you know
    Do you know

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    If birds flying south's a sign of changes
    At least you can predict this every year
    Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
    I can’t get it to speak
    Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
    I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
    Look in your eyes to see there's something about me
    I’m standing on the edge
    and I don’t know what else to give

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    How can I love you How can I love you
    How can I love you How can I love you
    If you just don’t talk to me, babe

    I flow through my act
    The question is she needed
    And decide all the man I can ever be
    Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
    I could never see us ending like this
    Seeing your face no more on my pillow
    Is a scene that’s never happened to me
    But after this episode I don’t see,
    you could never tell the next thing life could be

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know,
    Do you know,
    Do you know,

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed