Sunday, October 29, 2006

living, coughing, exhausting nightmare

i'm not going to school tomorrow. it's kind of a bad idea cuz i missed 2 days of school already. my mom says i shouldn't go cuz i really need to see a doctor. sigh, i just don't wanna miss calculus cuz i can't risk it. -__-

i missed service today cuz i only got 3/4 hours of sleep last night. i slept at 12 ish and i was fine until the wind woke me up at 2ish. man, it was so windy out today!! our 4 feet plant got blown over by the wind and i had to go and fix it. erg, it was horrible.

well anyway, i woke up at 2 ish and i couldn't fall back asleep. i was coughing for half an hour or so and i was just so exhausted. it was ... not painful.. but.. hmm.. in chinese, i was ho sun foo. sigh, it was such a nightmare.

i managed to doze off from exhaution for 5 minutes. this happened a couple of times until it was 5 something. i sat up, lay back down, sat up again, walked around the room, went to lay down again and tried to fall asleep. nothing worked. i was just so uncomfortable and everytime i found a comfortable position, i would cough myself out of comfort.

then i remembered this medicine my mom would tell me to put on everytime i had a cold. it's called boe sum on yow and it's a chinese medicine (dark liquid, extremely strong minty smell, glass bottle). i decided to put a bit on but when i couldn't feel the tingle of the minty fluid, i put more. (you put it on your throat, chest, and under your nostrils). after, i think i put too much cuz i felt like i was drowning in mint.

this worked and i was able to sleep for 2 more hours until 8. it was soo so so so so so so cold and i was shivering so much. my goodness, i need to stop kicking off my blankie.

i was still tired and it wasn't long till i found my comfort place. my chair was at my bedside and for some odd reason, i decided to scootch over and rest my head on the chair handle. i fell asleep almost instantly. thankfully, the chair never rolled away or i would've fallen off my bed. (my head was on the chair handle and my body was on the bed. o_O)

and that, ladies and gents, is why i couldn't make it to church. i was so tired and exhausted and i overslept in the morning. the end. =D

the butterflies played at 8:16 p.m.
-:-people in the crowd set 5 of them free

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  • -:- Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

    Do you know
    Do you know
    Do you know

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    If birds flying south's a sign of changes
    At least you can predict this every year
    Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
    I can’t get it to speak
    Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
    I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
    Look in your eyes to see there's something about me
    I’m standing on the edge
    and I don’t know what else to give

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    How can I love you How can I love you
    How can I love you How can I love you
    If you just don’t talk to me, babe

    I flow through my act
    The question is she needed
    And decide all the man I can ever be
    Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
    I could never see us ending like this
    Seeing your face no more on my pillow
    Is a scene that’s never happened to me
    But after this episode I don’t see,
    you could never tell the next thing life could be

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know,
    Do you know,
    Do you know,

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed