Thursday, November 30, 2006

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what the bloody hell is wrong with me.

FRIG.

i am currently undergoing a moodswing. i am not done my isp prez. i will wing it. but that's not why i'm moodswinging.

not that i'd tell you why.

i can see myself from an "aerial perspecive". i don't like what i'm doing but i do it anyway. why? cuz i care, dammit. i can't help but tell myself that i'm stupid. like seriously missing-a-chunk-of-her-brain stupid. don't you just hate that? when you know you're doing something you could -not- do but you do it anyway? just for the sake of something important? which probably isn't even important in anyone else's eyes.

i wish i could rip my hair out and it would grow back in a second. i really need to vent.

i shall mute my aggravated screams with my pillow.

goodnight.

the butterflies played at 12:27 a.m.
-:-people in the crowd set 1 of them free

i'm the butterfly catcher

  • seese/si si
  • Christian
  • 4bg/hbg/c
  • odd, loyal, random, blunt

my butterfly catching days


the blissful sounds of the world


    • -:- Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

    Do you know
    Do you know
    Do you know

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    If birds flying south's a sign of changes
    At least you can predict this every year
    Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
    I can’t get it to speak
    Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
    I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
    Look in your eyes to see there's something about me
    I’m standing on the edge
    and I don’t know what else to give

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    How can I love you How can I love you
    How can I love you How can I love you
    If you just don’t talk to me, babe

    I flow through my act
    The question is she needed
    And decide all the man I can ever be
    Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
    I could never see us ending like this
    Seeing your face no more on my pillow
    Is a scene that’s never happened to me
    But after this episode I don’t see,
    you could never tell the next thing life could be

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know,
    Do you know,
    Do you know,

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed