Monday, December 11, 2006
i have no decent title
sigh.
there are some really annoying people in my life that i wouldn't mind getting rid of. they're so insensitive and just so... self centered.
but that's mean of me to say something like that. i'm sure you all have someone you would rather not know.
i'm so stressed out. with work, with family... just with people in general. people make me very tired and i'm very, very tired. i'm so ... bored. everything is so tedious.
mmm, this is fun, just typing away and not stopping to think second thoughts.
you know, boris, if you ever read this, i hope you and jaimie never get married because you don't deserve her. she tries to be there for you and tries hard. even though she's lied to you many many times, it was just because she did it out of the fear of you blowing up on her and walking away. i'm not saying that it's right for her to lie cuz she knows damn well that i believe what she did was wrong. but she's only human, and like you say, we're not perfect. why can't you understand something so... simple? oh, that's right, you're too logical for that, right? i mean, everything has to have a right or wrong answer and nothing can vary in between? and i think because of that, you're not gonna have her. if you think so techinically, you're never gonna understand that being in a relationship with someone isn't just a "responsibility and an act of intimacy". if you don't even try to understand her... try to hear her out, why do you even call her your girlfriend? i mean, her dad can say the things you say to her.
i'm very angry right now. and i'm very... upset. the above paragraph is what i've been dealing with for these two days. i call it a crisis because it's the biggest problem i've dealt with (that has to do with relationships). i just can't stand technical people. i also can't stand people who won't give someone a chance just because they had a bad experience with someone else. it's not fair. why should one person get the shaft when it wasn't them who caused a problem. why should they be compared to a past relationship. people are different, every one. so why is it that someone always gets hurt unfairly?
i'm going home.
school sucks.
there are some really annoying people in my life that i wouldn't mind getting rid of. they're so insensitive and just so... self centered.
but that's mean of me to say something like that. i'm sure you all have someone you would rather not know.
i'm so stressed out. with work, with family... just with people in general. people make me very tired and i'm very, very tired. i'm so ... bored. everything is so tedious.
mmm, this is fun, just typing away and not stopping to think second thoughts.
you know, boris, if you ever read this, i hope you and jaimie never get married because you don't deserve her. she tries to be there for you and tries hard. even though she's lied to you many many times, it was just because she did it out of the fear of you blowing up on her and walking away. i'm not saying that it's right for her to lie cuz she knows damn well that i believe what she did was wrong. but she's only human, and like you say, we're not perfect. why can't you understand something so... simple? oh, that's right, you're too logical for that, right? i mean, everything has to have a right or wrong answer and nothing can vary in between? and i think because of that, you're not gonna have her. if you think so techinically, you're never gonna understand that being in a relationship with someone isn't just a "responsibility and an act of intimacy". if you don't even try to understand her... try to hear her out, why do you even call her your girlfriend? i mean, her dad can say the things you say to her.
i'm very angry right now. and i'm very... upset. the above paragraph is what i've been dealing with for these two days. i call it a crisis because it's the biggest problem i've dealt with (that has to do with relationships). i just can't stand technical people. i also can't stand people who won't give someone a chance just because they had a bad experience with someone else. it's not fair. why should one person get the shaft when it wasn't them who caused a problem. why should they be compared to a past relationship. people are different, every one. so why is it that someone always gets hurt unfairly?
i'm going home.
school sucks.
the butterflies played at 2:59 p.m.
-:-people in the crowd set 1 of them free
-:-people in the crowd set 1 of them free