Thursday, February 01, 2007

THIS IS A RANT ABOUT MY LOOOVIIINGGG MOTHER.

(don't read this if you don't want to. i really don't care.)

i hate her so, FREAKING much. UUUUGHHH.

why does she even call herself a mom? honestly, it's like impossible to understand this annoying woman.

i'm so frustrated. i watch others and see how much they love their parents. why can't i? some people don't understand why either. some people can't see HOW FREAKING 2 FACED SHE IS. she treats us as if she's all high and mighty and tells me that i'm not worth it to be "on the stage". she thinks it's a damn performance but she doesn't understand it! SHE'S DOESN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT I'M NOT UP THERE BECAUSE IT'S A SHOW FOR THE AUDIENCE! I'M UP THERE BECAUSE GOD PUT ME THERE.

i can't understand why she seems like she's so close with God but whenever we start arguing, EVERYTIME she brings up these things and twists them so that it hurts me. WHAT KIND OF A MOTHER DOES THAT?! let alone a CHRISTIAN mother who supposed to know what the hell she's doing.

WHY CAN'T SHE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. I HATE HER.

if she keeps doing all this garbage, i think one day that statement will actually be true. UGH.

the butterflies played at 12:23 p.m.
-:-people in the crowd set 1 of them free

i'm the butterfly catcher

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  • odd, loyal, random, blunt

my butterfly catching days


the blissful sounds of the world


    • -:- Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

    Do you know
    Do you know
    Do you know

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    If birds flying south's a sign of changes
    At least you can predict this every year
    Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
    I can’t get it to speak
    Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
    I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
    Look in your eyes to see there's something about me
    I’m standing on the edge
    and I don’t know what else to give

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed

    How can I love you How can I love you
    How can I love you How can I love you
    If you just don’t talk to me, babe

    I flow through my act
    The question is she needed
    And decide all the man I can ever be
    Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
    I could never see us ending like this
    Seeing your face no more on my pillow
    Is a scene that’s never happened to me
    But after this episode I don’t see,
    you could never tell the next thing life could be

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away.
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed.

    Do you know,
    Do you know,
    Do you know,

    Do you know what it feels like
    loving someone
    that’s in a rush to throw you away
    Do you know what it feels like
    to be the last one
    to know the lock on the door has changed