Monday, August 06, 2007
"i like it, because it's bitter."
sometimes, i dislike myself for being two-faced with certain things... certain people.
especially certain people.
i'm so sick of code names or "mysterious" whoevers, but i don't say names for the sake of your feelings. one minute i'm saying happy things to someone and then next, i'm so angry--at the same person. i wish i could hit something, make a lot of noises, get this bitterness out.
God, help me.
honestly, i have so many questionable friendships. am i being used? was i used?
haha, mir said i was used as an ego booster. i was an ego booster.
i wish i was an ego booster for someone who deserved it. not some inconsiderate freak, haha.
one day, when i gather the maturity, i'm gonna walk up to your face and tell you how immature you were. and utterly pathetic.
man, i look forward to that day.
especially certain people.
i'm so sick of code names or "mysterious" whoevers, but i don't say names for the sake of your feelings. one minute i'm saying happy things to someone and then next, i'm so angry--at the same person. i wish i could hit something, make a lot of noises, get this bitterness out.
God, help me.
honestly, i have so many questionable friendships. am i being used? was i used?
haha, mir said i was used as an ego booster. i was an ego booster.
i wish i was an ego booster for someone who deserved it. not some inconsiderate freak, haha.
one day, when i gather the maturity, i'm gonna walk up to your face and tell you how immature you were. and utterly pathetic.
man, i look forward to that day.
the butterflies played at 2:30 a.m.
-:-people in the crowd set 10 of them free
-:-people in the crowd set 10 of them free